It’s normal to have doubts before a big event right? So I can’t be surprised that on Saturday I was filled with a couple of doubts and insecurities right?
The devil is always lurking and playing tricks on God’s people. He tried to use lies and deception to take me away from God. He had the nerve to try and convince me that I’m not good enough, you’ll be back, this is just a mistake, etc. Instead of biting the bullet I did what a man of God is supposed to do. I prayed and rebuked the enemy in the name of Jesus.
I will forever be thankful for this moment (6-13-2021) because now I feel whole again. For many years I’ve lived in the darkness asking myself, “What’s wrong with me?”
I tried filling that void with alcohol, women, and any fix I could get my hands on. Now, for the first time in years, my smile feels organic because heaven’s light is shining very bright on me.
My advice for anyone who is scared to get to know God, go to church again, or even get baptized, there is nothing to be afraid of. Take a leap of faith and talk to The Most High. He just wants to talk to you and guide you into the light like he did with me.
God bless you all. In the next couple of days I’ll upload pictures but here’s the video and my testimony.
Caleb’s Baptism: https://youtu.be/FULbJaxfVvk